Noodles

Lami rang today and we were talking about our children and the fact they don't have a Dad. No matter how much someone debates with me i will continue the same belief as i have always had. There is alot more to parenting than the fun made while making them or the sperm given to produce them.

Being a dad is so much more than the biological fact, more than the genes. All in all that means nothing in being a dad, not in my eyes anyhoo..
A dad is someone who is in your life, who loves you, provides for you emotionally and financially, some one who can comfort you and so much more. The list is endless.

It breaks my heart when i think of what Daniel and Lami went through at the hand of Michael and the on going emotional issues that comes with it. I'd hate to see the emotional affects it would have on Dan if Michael was in touch with Naomi, it would break his little heart!

On and off Daniel has spoken to me about Michael and how he feels, what Michael done to him. Daniel will never forget what Michael done to him, but he will learn to move past it and how to deal with the issues that arrive from it.

That *thing* does not love Noodles, he threatened to cut her out of Lami's stomach. No one who loves another person would do that, it would of killed Nai and probably Lami too!

I praise God everyday that Lami got away from Michael. If she never i have no doubt in my mind that they would all be dead spiritually, emotionally and i wouldn't be surprised if it was physically as well.

Naomi is beautiful. She has the most gorgeous brown eyes and cute face =)
Her personality is bright, bold, happy and loveable. Spiritually she is on fire for Christ.. It's awesome to see so much fire in a little girl. She is sooo opinionated it's funny, and so loud.

Naomi is 100% her Mothers child, and God is still preparing her Dad. One day he will come along. As for Michael he is no more than a sperm donor, i am greatful for his sperm coz it created such a loving beautiful little girl Naomi - other than that i can't wait till his day of judgement!

If he tries to come near Lami, Daniel or Noodles i won't hesitate to hurt him! They don't deserve to be hurt, he already hurt Daniel and Lami once, and those memories will be there for life. No letter written by him will change a thing, he ain't walking into Nai's life now just because he wrote a stupid letter pretending to be holy.. He is full of shit and fooled the church once into thinking he wow awesome now he's tryin again.

He was an older man in a fellowship position that took advantage of a new christian girl that was his daughters age, lead her into sin, got her pregnant, bashed her and her son!! He was a pig and hasn't changed!!

I will keep prayin for my second family. And can't wait to be there for them all!!