~Feeling~

I am feeling darkness around me
There's a sadness in my heart,
My eyes sting from kepping tears in
Consealing them behing a mask.

The walls are closing in
I am finding it harder to breathe,
I try to work through my mess-
The best way is on my knees.

I keep reaching for God
Everytime i feel lost,
Trying to stretch forward
Fighting the force that's keeping me back.